starting o heal the pain..

oh pin... i' feling now..
i don't deserve you.. i dont ned you
stop ruining me
i

shamir

when you are in your tns thi is where  you build who you are.this is where you mke ost of you mistakes and this is when you fall in love.

falling in love when you are in yor teens is like a faiytale you want this you want that..
but for me it was different why? my om is open on the topic of boyfrends.. and whle i'm groing up there were lots of people closeto me mde mistaks when they were teens..

so i knew when you are a teen the love you will feel is young love..

having bf.. is typical for me since i ws aproaching my highschool but i neve kissed anyone of the because i don't see them as forever and they are all xtian.. christian..

bt th rever happily ever after oncept of teen love which i thought i already mis sinc i'v gotten to rlationshps which for me is not fairytale alady didn,t miss me.. thogh it didn'nt hit me in the crucial tate of teens which ranges from 14 to 16.it hit me when i wam 17th hch made itmore wost since by this age i should know better and since by the empls my family had shwed mei should know well but ddn't truly when love hits you the only thing that mttrs is him.

a story which doesnt have a tittle!

Chapter 1

 “Living in this place is like living in hell and I don’t want any of it.”

A simple not but a painful one was left in the bed side table of Herathena Mohenjaro.

That is the only thing that was left that proves once she lived in the Mohenjaro mansion, that proves that she was already found after 15 years of misery with out her, but yet now she is gone again and no where to be found.

Her mother kept over and over again and again.

“Mom, she will come back when she is ready, it hard to look for somebody who doesn’t want to be found. Let’s give her the time to heal from everything.”  Marcus, Hera’s elder brother hug her mother tight and trying to ease the pain she is suffering from losing her only daughter the 2^nd time.

--------------------------------------------------10 Days before-------------------------------------------------

“Sander?” May sariling susi si Hera sa condominium ng kanyang boyfriend kaya’t kahit anong oras niya man naisin na pumunta ditto ay puwede sapagkat ayos lang naman sa kanyangnobya na si Sander na anak ng kaibigan ng kanyang ama.

Pero sa kanyang pag pasok malapit na maiba muli ang kanyang buhay.

Naiwan naka bukas ng kaunti ang silid ng kanyang nobya kaya’t nagtaka, si Sander kasi ang klase ng lalaki na masinop at lagging nasa order ang bawat gamit nito.

Unti unting pumasok si hera sa silid niyo at halos ikamatay niya na nung makita na ang kanyang nobyo ay may katabing babae sa kama nahubou’hubad na natutulog.

“Sander!!”

“Hera-“Gulat na gulat si Sander nang makita si Hera na umiiyak pero mas kinagulat nito na may katabi siyang babae.

“Babe let me explain babe-“ Hindi na natapos ni Sander ang sasabihin sapagkat nagtatakbong umalis s Hera at umiiyak.

“Babe who was that?” inosenteng tanong ng babae sa kay Sander.

“Look Margarette can you please leave now, I don’t remember that something happened between us last night and I don’t care if mayroon just leave.” Agad naman nag bihis si Sander at hinabol si Hera.

“Marcus, Please lat me talk to Hera-“ hindi pa man natapos ni Sander ang nais niyang sabihin ay agad naman siya tinulak ni Marcus na kinatumba siya at pinag susuntok siya.

“You are such a fool Sander, piangkatiwalaan kita sa kapatid ko.Pnayagan kitang manligaw at maging boyfui=riend niya kahit hindi bukal sa loob ko kasi nangako kang aalagan siya at mamahali.Sabi mo pa sa akin last week mag proropose kana.The hell with you Sander! Umalis kana ayaw ko ng makita pa ang pag mumukha mo.” Halos mapatay na ni Marcus si Sanedr kung hindi nag si awat ang mga tauhan nila sa bahay.

Napilitan  umuwi si Sander dahil kung magtatagal pa siya dun ay sigurado siyang mapapatay siya ni Marcus. Pero nangako siya sa sarili na babalik at babalik siya sa mansion ng mga Mohenjaro hangang sa making si Hera sa kanyang pakiusap at pakingan ang panig niya.

“Hera Plaese kausapin mo ako babe please let me explain.”Nag sisigaw si Sander sa labas ng mansion ng mga Mohenjaro sa gita ng ulan.

Kiang kita niya mula sa kanyang kinatatayuan na naka dungaw si Hera sa kanyang bita.Kahit sa lakas ng ulan at hanging kitang kita niya ang mga butyl ng luhang nahuhulog mula sa mga mata si Hera. Ang mukha nitong masayahin at napalitan ng puot galit at sakit at alam si Sander dahil iyon sa nakita nito.

Kung pakikingan lang sana ni Hera ang explanation niya.Nais niya pawiin ang sakit na nararamdaman nito pero mukahnag mahihirapan si Sander pero susubukan nito ang lahat mahalin lang siya ng babaeng handa niyang paglaanan ng kanyang puso habang buhay.

“Babe please, ko alam kung bakit nandun si Margarette sa kwarto the only thing I know is going home after our date last night and sleep dreaming of you.Hindi ko alam kung bakit siya nasa kama ko, hindi ko alam kung bat siya nasa condo ko.She must have sneak inside the my condo in the middle of the night.” Parang baliw si Sander at nag sasalita mag isa.

Umupo siya sa may gate ng mansion at balak niya manatili dun hangang kausapin siya ni Hera. Kung hindi pa dumating ang guard ng private village ay hindi pa siya uuwi.

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im going to explode!!

it has been months since i didn't have the guts to write another novel..
i have more than 5 unfinished novel written in my computer no matter how i want to finish it my body wont let me.

now i feel like exploding, my mind wants to burst all idea i have and no matter what i should write it even though my finger doesn't have the strength to type...

SPLIT INTO TWO

Split into Two

Characters:

Sarah Mae Sales -Selene Fuente Bella

Jesa nocon-Bea Madrigal

Rafael bucoy-Chuck Buenavida

Anne Fox-Vida Monteverde

Elinor ponce-Sabrina Torres

 Sarah sales -Sarah Gonzales

Carmelle Quitoy- Stephanie Lim

Zcheina singkee-Ashley Monte Carlo

Lorraine Torres- Chaska Buenavida

shareema Turabin-Catherine Montemayor

Rhea Oquin-Pinky Ong

Raiza Dahamban-Charise Galvez

Rabia Jumli-Chelsea Lobregat

Omar Akalal-Loui Caprio

 Written by: Sheraina gonzales

School lawn-

All charasters-ecxept chuck

Selene: Haixt…we are almost near the end of our high school life can you believe it..??

Bea: girls can you stop talking about the graduation?

Ashley: aren’t you thrilled about it? You’re really weird if you are not!!

Cheska: No comment!!

Bea: look I’m happy were graduating. But I can’t take it that was going to be separated already!!(Looking at Selene)

Selene: hey don’t blame me.im not the one who wants to study abroad it’s my parents.

Bea: how about that ….tot…. guy of yours!!!

Ashley-Cheska: exshanee!!!

Selene: you know girls sometimes you a tease!!!(Blushing)

Cheska: I really wonder who that mystery guy of yours is

Ashley; well, tell me who doesn’t wonder?

Selene: Bea doesn’t wonder, right “b”

Ashley: of course Bea won’t wonder. Everything about you Bea knows it>

Cheska: well, Ashley we can’t blame them.

Bea-Selene: yah, we grew up together remember?

Ashley: ok...

Cheska: are you planning to tell us whose exshanee??

Selene: yup, on my graduation party!

Ashley: do you really want to go?

Selene: as mush as I want to stay, my parent wants me to study in u.s.a

Don’t worry guys. We have cell phones we can call each other, e-mails...

Bea: but “s” it won’t be the same when you’re here!! Your exshanne could be stolen from you>

Selene: stop acting like brats girls grow up.!!!Whats of the use of you being my friend if you won’t look after him while im not here. Speaking of my exshanee, I have to go I still have a date with him!!!

Ashley-cheska-bea: what??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Selene; im just kidding, I mean I need to go my biolab class...exshanee is my classmate...

Ashley: I need to go to

Cheska:check you out later guys>>

Bea:go grab your guy selene G.T.G

Selene:yah right…

---------------close curtains-----------------

Classroom—

All characters except Ashley,bea,cheska,-

Shenzia;good---class.you know that your graduation is fast approaching so I decided since all of you have already compiled your requirements imn giving you now a free time do what you want know and see yah around have a nice summer.

Loui:Is something bothering you chuck?

Chuck:its nothing bro,so what are your plans for summer?

Loui:you’re a rotten liar chuck!!tell me what’s bothering you before I could punch it out o you.

Chuck:well,I don’t think I have a choice,listen you know very well that selen is leaving!

Loui:AND ITS BOTHERING YOU?

Chuck:yes!!

Loui:I cant blame you she is deadly attractive,smart, and the most popular girl in the school

Chuck:its not it..listen,selene’s family and my family are so close.she and I grew up like siblings and I like her so much..no…like is an under estimation im in love with her.and this whole thing about his exshanee really bothers me..and in addition she is leaving for a long time.not seeing her would make me insane.

Loui:CHUCK INFANTE is inlove with SELENE FUENTE BELLA!!

Chuck:could you keep your voice low..

Selene:I heard my name..(approaching chuck and loui)

Chuck:see what you’ve done

Loui:sorry,.

Selene:whats up boys??

Loui-chuck:hey selene..whats up?

Selene:as always pretty and glamorous

Loui:check you later guys>>(leaving chuck and selene)

Chuck:heard you’re leaving?

Selene:well yeah,you heard it right,who told you.?

Chuck:a side from that it is the talk of the campus,mom and cheska told me about that…you know honestly im disappointed that you did not told me,..and worst I knew it from other person,.aren’t you planning to tell me about it selene?

Selene:im planning too.but your sister cheska and mother beat my tounge

((  both of the loughing))

Chuck:I’ll miss this

Selene:me too…

Chuck:hope you going to stay>

Selene:even thoigh I want too..i can’t…don’t worry we can still communicate still..

Chuck:but everything will be different with out you!!

Selene:I think I already heard that line a while ago.hahaha…could we stop talking about me living.,,

Chuck:who’s exshanee??

Selene:what??!!!???!!!??!!??!(shock)

Chuck:I am asking who’s exshanee?

Selene:oh no.,!that’s a secret!!you know what I never expected you could be so blunt,so direct,,,

Chuck:its bugging me that you are already keeping secrets from me”S”.its as if we are not close friends we even grew up together.

Selene:yeah,I know that but there are some points in a life that you cant share to anyone,and exshanee is a part of it..

Chuck:so im not a trust worthy friend?

Selene:no.that’s not what I mean chuck??

Chuck:but you said anyone>. It means im not someone in your life..im not important and since you cant tell me your secret it make me no one

(chuck standing then leaving)

Selene:hope I could tell you up front that you exshanee..but its not yet time..

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Graduation…

all characters

bea:”S” congratulations...

selene:same to you “b”

bea:what’s wrong??

selene:nothing im just sad I’ll be leaving

bea:you’re a wreck lier selene fuente bella..i know something is really bothering you.tell me,what is it??

selene:its chuck,

bea:what happen?

selene:he thinks he is no one in my life,were in fact he is everything to me...

bea:why? what did you say?

selene:he wanted to know who is exshanee,an I did not tell him.i told him it is a secret..what should I do?

bea:well,since you’re leaving I think the best thing to do is to tell him..

selene:how?when he don’t even want to talk to me,,

bea:your smart and independent girl,since you gave him a wrong impression you must straight it up your self..go greet him and talk with him..it wont be wrong for you to do the frist move.

selene:you think so,?

bea:yeah,i really think so,go...

(selene approaching chuck)

selene:hey chuck!!congratulations...

chuck:same to you selene ahm,.i ought to go,loui is waiting for me

selene:wait,we need to talk..

chuck:theres nothing for us to talk about.

selene:theres a lot of things to talk about.

chuck:it wont do anything your leaving,what’s the sense of talking

selene:I don’t want to leave you with that impression on me.

chuck:I’m listening you must start talking and talk fast.

selene:chuck pleasedontr do this to us,you mean to much to me,

chuck:how come you can still say that,you don’t even trust me,

selene:I trust you..if this is something about exshanee-

chuck:no,I don’t care about who the hell exshanee is..my point is you don’t trust me the way I expected you to do so.

Selene:I do trust you but there are certain things that I like to keep in my own.

Chuck:yah,keep on your own..how could you say you kept it on your own while bea knows it?

Selene:but---

Chuck:shut up selene.,

Loui:chuck come on(far from selene and chuck)

Selene:lets talk.

Chuck:see yah around selene:

Selene:im having a party tomorrow ill see you there

------------------------Party-------------

All characters

Vida:nice party selene?

Selene:thanks for coming

Sabrina:are you really leaving wmsu?

Bea:let’s not talk about selenes leaving it’s a party we shall have fun

Selene:bea is right girls.

Charise:well,lets change the subject..are you going to reveal who is your mystery man?

Chelsea:well,im hoping that before you leave you will tell us

Stephanie:well who is not hoping,it is the talk of the school

Pinky:I hope its someone who deserves that kind of attraction

Selene:of course he deserve me..

(cheska  and chuck arriving)

Bea:well look whos arriving

Selene:chuck!!cheska!!!hi!!!!

Cheska:hi selene,,thank for the invite

Chuck:h!

Selene:thanks for coming..

Loui:I think all of us are already here..

Bea:yah I think so

Sabrina:lets enjoy…

Ashley:I have a good idea why wont we play truth or consequence..

Bea:I think it should be cold bare or dare

Catherine:I like that,anyone who wont do his/her dare shall take off one piece of his outfit.

Selene:I think we shall eat 1^st

Cheska:I agree im starving.chuck are you ok?

Chuck:yah ill just grab a drink..

(get a drink then walk to the stairs and sit)

(every one eating dancing laughing)

(selene join chuck)

Selene:hey um thank for coming

Chuck:you’ve been thaking me since I arrive,if you wont stop im going to leave,

Selene:hahahaha,you black mailing me hah??!!

Chuck:just telling you the possibilities

Selene:ok..well im so sorry for what I did.

Chuck:it nothing, I realize you have you private life that some person can’t intrude.you have a decision to make and the right to choose

Selene:praised the lord…

(Selene and chuck-laugh)

Chuck:ill missed this

Selene:me too.its hard to find another chuck in the other side of the world

Chuck:well f.y.i you will never find a chuck buenavida that makes you laugh the way I do.

Selene:I agree

Bea; hey lovebirds come here..

All characters---uy………chezzy

Ashley:are we goin to play or not???

Chuck: I have a better idea why won’t we put selene in the hot sit and ask her questions. First and foremost it’s her party right.

Selene:your punishing me chuck.

All characters:go selene!!!!(chanting)

Loui:who made you decide to leave us?

Selene:well,its my parents

Chelsea:are you planning to comeback?

Selene:yes

Vharise:is there anything we could do to chane your mine?

Selene:go to my parents and beg in your knees

Pink:what does your inperational msgs. Mean?

Selene:isn’t it obviouse im in love

Catherine:are you going to leave your mystery guy?

Selene:well, I don’t have a choice.

Ckeska:what if he will fall in love to another girl?

Selene:well,that the time you come in bea and you shall look after him while im not around

Ashley:youre protective…what made you like him that much?

Selene:io don’t know,,all I know is my world revolves around him

Sabrina:well,I expect that,that guy is a good looking for you to be crazy about him..all of you g.m involves him

Selene:ahe makes me insane,.just think of a guy that could reach my standards and make me crazy..that him

Vida:well,a guy that could turn selene fuente bella’s life should be worth it.

Selene:well,his definitely worth everything in my life

Bea:well,as far as I know most of the girls in school likes him

Chuck:may  I ask who’s exshanee??

Selene(drinkingf water then almost choke):huh??

Cheska:(holding his brother chuck on shoulder)brother,I never expect you to ask that question,.your blunt..

Chuck::why is it wrong to ask,she is leaving there nothing wrong if she will reveal who exshanee.

Selene:ok,here it goes..all of you knows I was born alone..im sad so sad…it so happen that my moms best friend brought  a boy into this world..i grew up with him like my own brother,.he is my night in shinning armor my eyes and ears even my hands and my feet.he is my hero in all of the ways…he completed me..everytime I need him he is just a phone a way..i am not complete with out him and I hope he is too..im leaving to learn to live with out him.to be able to stand alone and do things in my own.coz I know that someday he wil be gone but I hope in the end will be together like we always are..im wishing that he will  wait for me..because there will never be a man like him in my heart..and im looking forward for us to be together,tied all possible ways.because .like he said there will never be a CHUCK BUENAVIDA IN MY LIFE OTHER THAN HIM…….

Chuck(stand up):what do you mean?

Selene:you heard what I said!!

(all are staring in chuck and selene)

Chuck(pulled selene to the corner):what did you say that I am exshanee?

Selene:yes!!!do you want me to tell you again what I said awhile ago.??

Chuck:no,..!!!are you seriouse Selena  fuente bella?

Selene:yes,

Chuck:how long?since when?

Selene:since we were kids…until now and forever……

Chuck:why tell me now when your leaving?why did you not tell me long before?

Selene:I was afraid that I might lose you..im not sure if you feel the same way I do..im afraid that I tell you before you might not talk to me that are relationship will be different…

Chuck:but you see,.you told be now but your leaving.,whats the sense of you telling it know to me?

Selene: Hey. don’t forget your the one who asked the question

Chuck: is there anything I can do to change your mind..???Haven’t you know what I feel about you? I’ve loved you for so long...

Selene: there nothing you can do to make me stay. But there’s something you can do for me while i'm far away from you...

Chuck: just say it i’m willing to do it

Selene: can you promise that you going to wait for me??

Chuck: you don’t need to ask me to that...im going to do that.

(Chuck and Selene hugging)

-------------------------Close curtains-----------------------------------------

Selene’s bed room

Selene: I think I did the right thing

Bea: of course you did if you did not tell him how you felt you won’t know that he love you the same way as you do

Selene:your right.bea….its worth the risk though…you know ”b” I will not know what to do if he did not feel the same way..i might have killed my self

Bea:and I would kill chuck afterwards I will follow you and kill myself

Bea and selene laughing

Selene:you the best best friend ever..

Bea: I know….

_________________cell phone ringing___________________

Selene:hello,?

Chuck:hi

Selene:why did you call?

Chuck:is it bad to call?

Selene:no of course not…what’s up??

Chuck:I just want to hear your voice.

Selene:flowery words suck you know?

Chuck:not if I am the one delivering it for you…

Selene:thanks..

Chuck:so ahm… what are you doing..?

Selene:packing

Chuck: am I disturbing you?

Selene:not that much

Chuck: I hope I am disturbing you so much so that you will not finish packing and just stay here..

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Airport

All characters_

Bea:good luck on your trip

Selene:thanks..

Cheska:don’t forget to keep in touch

Vida:hope yo see you again

Chelsea:we wont forget you

charise:I will never be the same with out you..

loui:he will be coming maybe just staranded because of the traffic

bea:I hope  he will arrive before you go on bording

Sabrina:chuck is a man of his words when he say he will come he will

Pinky:you flight is on bording selene

Catherine:but chuck is not yet here!!

Stephanie:you might as well go inside now,or else you cant go

Selene:I’ll just call him whan I get there::

Ashley:group hug!!!!

(group hug)

(selene walking)(looking back to bea)

(bea wave hands and murmured not yet)

(plane already flew)

(chuck arrive bringing a bouquet of flowers and a letter)

Chuck:where is she?

Loui:she already left

Chuck:no…no….no…no…no

(running inside the airport)

(Loui after him)

Bea:stop it you cant do anything she is already far away…ho stupid could you be…you’re a hypocrite how could you be late!!!???!!!??!!?

Cheska:she was waitig for you..your the most important person who should be here before she left but your not here………..